baroque makes my soul sing

so i have been writing but not posting to this site. sorry for that. everytime i get ready to do so, there is some hurdle which amuses me. i really think the universe is trying to make me show up no matter what. dont know if i have passed that test but i think not and dont care. There are two people who really intrigue me right now, Mary Baker Eddy, the founder of the church of christian science and Marc Chagall. I am researching about their lives and reading and writing about them. They are both touched by a spiritual path and their alliance to it. So, as I listen to baroque music i am so in awe of what they accomplished and hope that i have something as important to offer while on this Earth. Pele says yip!
People are pouring downtown to watch the first mardi gras parade in their SUV's children bursting out and plopping into strollers. It is the nicest weather i can remember recently for this parade. it is also the one year anniversary of my mugging as i walked home from dinner on 3rd street. I hope the children invoved in that are in a better place this year. I am and i have them to thank partially for that. they allowed me to feel some very deep fears that i could not access otherwise. It was a great gift. Off i go to discover other great gifts!

I want to get back to this blog...

...so my soul can speak to me. I realize I took about three+ years off if I ever really started! I am having a difficult time getting words on paper and will use this space to coax them. Thanks for letting me air my dirty, I mean white sheets of paper.

However, it is a special and wondrous world we live in and to be granted this lifetime, wow. I am really enjoying myself much more than any of my other lifetimes. I have a completely different perspective than I did three years ago. I used to live from a victim space and now I realize I am responsible for creating every aspect of my experience here. Dah, don't know why my soul would come here just to have stuff done to it. It is exciting to awake each and every day to this sojourn. Some days feel like Christmas for all the gifts I receive. I feel the energies around my body and along my meridians and in the energies of those reflecting energies back to me. It is alot of information but it's information with which I adore sitting and for which I create space.

So thanks to all the brave hearts who give me the experiences that I require and please don't stop. I am most grateful to witness these gifts. I'm back.